Saying Something - Story Time Blog

This harder than I ever expected,

And mostly because I am clueless.

We have been friends for two years.

And starting our third year as roommates.

He does not know me really.

He just thinks he does.

I love this guy more than most.

And more than I should for a straight person.

As fumble my attempt to come out my closet.

And tell him I love him a lot.

I suggest doing gay stuff between us.

And whisper a prayer he won't hate me.

He just sits there a listens to me,

and I take it is a sign of some hope.

At a time when I don't have much.

He finally takes my hand and says.

I would love to do gay stuff with you.

And he starts kissing me.

We get back to our room.

And he kind of comes out to me..

He has wanted to try this for a while.

And was too afraid to say anything.

Without knowing if I wanted to.

That fear of rejection his huge.

And sadly common for gay people.

A lesson in saying something.

And to be clear how you feel.

I swear we were naked, and gay.

And even boyfriends thirty minutes later.

Doing gay guy stuff.

And like we have done all our lives.

Saying Something - Story Time Blog