He had a gay dream last night.
That got him thinking.
About the possibilities.
Of having a crush on a guy.
The gay idea has been in the back of his head.
Since ninth grade at least.
Maybe before that.
He sends a text to his dad.
Congratulations old man in a text.
You are the first person to hear this news
Get ready, and please try to understand.
Sorry in advance.
I am pretty sure I am a fag.
A word you have used before.
I really wish you wouldn't.
At least from now on, please.
I am hitting on a guy later.
For the first time ever.
Hoping he will be join me.
In doing gay stuff, like love.
You know how I feel about rejection.
So, please don't get too pissed.
I don't want to lose you.
Or our relationship.
Help me explain this to mom and grandparents.
Please keep your fingers crossed.
He has got to say yes first.
Or I am coming out for nothing.
And be there if he doesn't.Â
Cause I really think I love him.
The time has come to tell him.
This is practice and just as scary.
I love you dad.
But the most important part.
To remember forever about that.
Is no matter what.
A Gay Dream - Story Time Blog
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